It's been forever...but it's still me...

I know it's been forever since I've posted...I can't believe I still have a Christmas background and it's February! Life has just steadily been going by and I keep trying to keep all the balls in the air! We are so busy these days! It's funny how when your kids are babies you think you are so busy, but really it's nothing compared to when they get older! I keep thinking they will slow down and not need me as much! When really, they need you even more and for different things! I am a taxi driver, tutor, coach, teacher, and tons of other things for my kids! I absolutely love being a mother and staying home is tough to do but I think it's totally worth it. I miss working but honestly I don't know where I would find the time to do everything if I did work! I'm sure if I had to I could but it's definitely nice not having to. I feel so blessed to have the life I have...a friend told me yesterday that she loved me but was jealous of me because I "had it all together". What a compliment! I was shocked. I must put on a good show because I definitely don't have it all together! I struggle just like everyone else. My kids drive me crazy, I yell at my husband, I get down sometimes, my house is a mess. I am definitely just like every other mom out there who feels discouraged and gets frustrated having to say the same thing or do the same thing a hundred times a week! And here I am in February and haven't blogged since December! I will not feel bad about it. I will not feel bad about it. I will not feel bad about it! haha I wonder how many times I need to type that to be able to believe it! So here I am posting that I have been to busy to post! Haha I'll have to figure out how to catch up! I think I'll start with the background....we'll go from there! Check back soon!!